It just dawned on me today that I spend a lot of time being scared lately. Like terrified scared. Of course since I found out I had a shitty heart my whole friggin world has been turned upside down. Now I find out I'll probably be losing my insurance, or at least the *good* insurance. I'll still have medicare, which totally sucks on its own and gets you practically nothing.
Tomorrow I have a date with a CT machine for my screamy hurty boobs. Honestly they feel like two big old achy teeth that are badly in need of root canals. I still find bras to be nothing but implements of torture. I can barely stand to move my arms or put on a damned shirt.
WTF is gonna happen to me with no insurance? I take 15 different drugs a day, and apparently there's something wrong with my boobs that has yet to be addressed. How the hell am I supposed to buy drugs? Especially the stupid cholesterol drugs that cost a skillion dollars each? How am I supposed to fix my screamy boobs?
Dammit, I knew I should have moved to Canada about twenty years ago when I used to be full of piss and vinegar. Now I'm just full of piss.
Dang, that SUCKS! I wish I knew some good lawyers for ya... you paid in to the insurance, and it certainly wasnt your fault Baltimore mis-diagnosed. They arent through with this dance yet, geez! Jw
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